because we all know he has one
So this is shannon, And i just read that fanfic i was working on and i just now realized how stupid and poorly written it is. & i started hysterically laughing at the fact that id ever write a heterosexual fanfiction
anyone interested in co - owning this..? let us know..
idk i was listening to my ed cd & yeaah
“Jess , baby can we please talk about this?”
“Talk about what Niall? The fact that you kissed another girl? No thanks.” Jessica replied harshly, hanging up the phone. It was late in Illinois. Eleven o’clock to be exact. She had been crying for the past 3 hours, she’d been crying ever since she saw the photo of her boyfriend of 8 months kissing another girl.
When Jessica hung up the phone, She laid down and starting crying again. Within about 15 minutes, she had cried herself to sleep. However, on Niall’s side of the globe, he sat on the couch running his fingers through his hair. He was pissed. He never meant to kiss that girl. He was drunk for goodness sakes! He picked up the phone again, Dialing Jess’s number. Of course, it went straight to voicemail.
“Jess, just listen to me. We had just got back from the most exhausting concert of the entire tour. The fans asked for three encores and we didn’t want to let them down. We were there three hours after the original time for us to leave. And when we finally got out of the doors, we were bombarded with notepads and eager fans to get a picture. We literally had girls clawing at our backs. It was ridiculous.” He paused, trying not to cry. “When we finally got home we just wanted to let of some steam so the boys suggested we go to the local club. And you know me, I drink. And you know it doesn’t take much to get me totally shit-faced. I drank about 4 beers and the next thing I know, some girl came up to me and asked me to dance. I told her no, but she dragged me anyway, and while we were dancing she just kissed me. “He paused once more, this time not being able to control his tears. “But Jess I promise I pushed back as soon as she did but I guess those nasty paps took a photo before I could get away. Just, please call me back. I love you and that won’t ever change. That includes going on world tours. I’ll be home in about 2 months. Don’t listen to what other people say, I love you. I mean it. I really do.” He hung up and buried his face in his pillow. He tried to control his sobs, but soon they got to uncontrollable, he was rocking back and forth. He prayed none of the boys heard.
The next morning Jess woke up at about 9:30. She couldn’t sleep much. She just woke up crying every 30 minutes. She decided to just log into her twitter. She clicked on her interactions. She had over 400 new mentions. She didn’t have anything better to do, so she started to read them. Some of them were nice, but then some were just flat out rude. The majority of them were about Niall kissing that girl. After seeing that picture pop up every time she clicked on a new tweet, she just logged off, trying to hold back her tears. She turned on her phone to see she had a new voicemail. She listened to it, and within 30 seconds, she was bawling her eyes out. She didn’t have time for his lies. She got up and slipped on some sweats and her Toms, getting ready for her daily jog. She started to walk down for breakfast before realizing her stomach wouldn’t be able to hold back any food.
“Niall! Get up we have rehearsal! Niall! NIALL!” Louis screamed shaking his friend up out of bed.
“Louis just go away! I want to be alone okay?” Niall replied, sinking back into his pillow.
“Look mate, I don’t know what happened, but you can worry about it later. We have a sound check to get too.” Louis tried to pull him out of bed one more time, getting more and more frustrated.
Niall sighed and climbed out of bed, sliding on some sweats and a snapback. His eyes were red and puffy from crying last night. He hoped Louis didn’t notice.
When they arrived at the arena, the car barely had time to stop before Niall jolted for the restroom. He felt like crying again and he didn’t want any of the boys seeing him like that. He was an emotional guy but still got a little embarrassed crying in front of the lads.
“Have you guys noticed Niall’s not acting the same?” Louis asked getting out of the car first.
“Yeah, he seems upset. What happened last night? I heard him crying.” Said Harry getting out of the car next.
“Is everything between him and Jess alright? That’s the only thing I can think of.” Zayn walked over to Louis and Harry, Liam following shortly after.
“Not sure. But whatever it is, I don’t think he wants to talk about it right now.” Liam added while the rest just nodded.
The sound check was the most miserable 3 hours of Niall’s life. He had no idea how he would be able to get through tonight’s concert. Every time they were given a break, he would run off to the bathroom to call Jess, only to get ignored each time. Every time he would run off, the rest of the boys would just silently nod to each other.
After the sound check was over, the boys agreed to go get Pizza. Niall passed, that’s when the boys knew something was wrong. Niall Horan was never the one to turn down food. He just went to sit down at the table, playing with Jessica’s hair bow on his wrist. He’s worn it ever since they started dating. He refuses to take it off. The rest of the boys grabbed some pizza and sat down at the table.
“Niall, you’re not acting yourself. What happened?” Liam was the first to speak.
“Liam… “He paused. “I… I screwed up. A lot actually. “He buried his face into his friends shoulder.
“What did you do?” He rubbed Niall’s shoulder. He didn’t want to pressure him to talk but he hated seeing one of his best mates like this.
“The club.. I got drunk and I kissed… Another girl…” He whispered the last part. He hated admitting it.
Liam just continued to rub his shoulder, He didn’t know what else to say, so he was glad with Harry chipped in.
“Niall, mate. She knows you didn’t intentionally do it right?”
“I don’t know.. I left her a voicemail but she won’t return any of my calls.. I.. I just don’t know what to do. I don’t want to lose her. I love her to death.. She means everything to me! I don’t know what to do Harry.. “He was bawling his eyes out now. It was a good thing the Pizzeria wasn’t very busy.
“Lad, just do something special for her. Let her know how much she means to you.” Niall nodded. He had something in mind.
The concert didn’t go as bad as Niall expected. He spent most of the time thinking about what he was going to do for Jess. The only time he got emotional was during Torn. He couldn’t help but think that this was probably how Jessica was feeling right now. The boys quickly covered it up though, they didn’t want their fans to see Niall like that, nonetheless Niall wanted anyone else seeing him that upset.
When the boys got back to the bus, Niall tried calling Jessica one more time. And to his surprise, she answered. Niall shooed the boys away when the dial tone disappeared. They went to go play so Xbox to give Niall some privacy.
Jessica didn’t say anything, she waited for him to speak first.
“Jess, are you there?”
“For right now.” She didn’t sound pleased.
“Look, did you get my voicemail? I promise the kiss wasn’t what it looked like!” He stood up pacing back and forth.
“Well Niall a kiss is a kiss! You promised me you would never cheat on me and there you go, breaking your promises!” Her voice sounded shaky. The last thing Niall wanted to hear was Jess crying.
“But, baby. You know I only love you. “
“I don’t know anything anymore. I just.. I just don’t know..” her voice trailed off.
“Well, can I make it up to you? I need you Jessica.” He was on the verge of tears now too.
“You can try. Bye Niall.”
“No Jessica wait-“ It was too late, she hung up the phone, crying. He sat on the couch. His head in his hands. The boys heard him crying, and they came in to comfort him. But he didn’t want comforting. He wanted his girl back. And that’s what he planned to do. Get Jess back. So in the morning, he talked to Simon into letting him take off 3 days of the tour. They didn’t have another concert for a week, so Simon agreed. He just needed one more thing, to keep Jess out of the house.
He decided his best option was to call Jessica’s sister and get her to keep Jess out of the house for a couple hours. He didn’t think it would be easy, but he dialed her number anyways.
“Niall? What do you want?” She answered the phone harshly.
“I need a favor. “
“Ha, that’s funny. After the way you treated my sister? Forget it.” She was about to hang up with Niall stopped her.
“Sam wait, I love Jess and you know that. I was drunk and I didn’t know what I was doing. I really hurt Jess and I know that, I want to try to make it up to her. I love her and I’m not myself without her.” He waited for her reply, and he hoped she would say what he wanted her too.
“Okay Niall. I’ll help you. But if you ever do that to her again, I won’t be so forgiving. “She replied, sighing.
“Thank you Sam. All I need for you to do is keep her out of the house until I tell you it’s okay for her to come back. “
“Okay. I’ll go pick her up. Text me when you’re done doing whatever it is you need to do.”
“I will. Thanks Sam!” He hung up and pulled up to the store. He came out with 5 bags of sticky notes & 3 sharpies. He stopped by the flower stand before her house to get her some nice daisies. She loved daisies.
Niall spent 5 hours filling out every single sticky note and covering her house in them. She lived alone with Sam, so the house wasn’t very big. He wrote down stuff he loves about her, and good times they’ve had together. About 100 sticky notes just said ‘I’m sorry. I love you. xx’ When he was finished, every single part of the house had a sticky note attached to it. There wasn’t one spot in that entire house that didn’t have a sticky note. He even put them on the floors & ceilings. It made it hard for him to walk back to the door without messing up any, but due to his amazing jumping skills, he made it to the door only messing up about 5. He called Sam to bring Jess home, and he had to wait about 30 minutes, he couldn’t sit anywhere so he just had to suck it up and wait.
When Jess arrived, Sam was told to put something over Jessica’s eyes so she couldn’t see anything. Sam guided her to the door, And opened it slowly, When Jessica took her blindfold off, her mouth flew open. She couldn’t believe her eyes! Niall thought it would be a better surprise if he hid in the kitchen, so he had to jump some more. Messing up more sticky notes on the way. Jessica took a sticky note off the wall and read it out loud.
“I love your laugh. It gives me butterflies every time I hear it. xx.” Smiling, she grabbed another.
“You are the most beautiful girl I have ever laid eyes upon.” She laughed, and grabbed one more.
“My tears are just part of the proof I can’t live without you. I love you so much.” She started to tear up again when she turned to Sam.
“Did Niall do this?” Sam was about to reply, when Niall beat her to it.
“Surprise. “ Niall walked behind his corner. He didn’t want to push anything, so he just stood there.
“Niall.. You did all this…? For me?” She was openly crying now, But these were happy tears.
“Of course Jessica. I love you. And I’m so sorry I hurt you. It will never happen again. I promise. “ He started to slowly walk over to her, when Jess sprinted into Niall’s arms. He picked her up, and spun her around, enjoying that warm embrace he’d been missing for months.
“Thank you so much Niall. I love you too.” She relaxed her grip, and Niall wiped away her tears.
He stared in her eyes, which sparkled in the light. Another thing he loved about her. He leaned in, and pressed a sweet kiss to her lips. He pulled back, and kissed her nose.
“How about you come stay with me for the rest of the tour?” He intertwined their fingers together, and pushed a stray hair out of her eyes.
“I’d love that Niall.” She lifted his hand to her mouth, and pressed a slow kiss to his knuckle.
i know we haven’t updated in like a month, but idk we’ve all been busy. i’m going to try to do as many as i can, because i’ll be at camp all next week & i won’t have internet. so sorry for the lack of posts, guys!
I MADE A TYPO I’M SO UPSET IT’S SUPPOSED TO BE “you’re behind the scenes…” UGH I AM SO SORRY PLEASE FORGIVE ME.
so how’s this blog that we barely run……………………..
we’d be better if you guys gave us some ideas for imagines……
okay so i really want a one direction cake for my graduation party… & i need a picture of the boys. so would you guys mind sending me your favorite picture of all of the boys? you can submit them to my personal blog: http://jesus-really-died-for-liam.tumblr.com/submit
if you do, i’ll screenshot promo you on this blog & on my personal. & i promise we’ll post some more imagines if i get some pictures. thank you sososo muchh!